By Happy Positivity Tuesday, March 18, 2014 10:50pm
Blankly ahead. I am moving fast. I am moving slow. I am in between. I am in to deep. I am shallow. I am giving in. I am trying to get up. I am getting up. But I am trying. Trying the best I could. I need help. I may be needing help.
I am standing. I am sitting. I am here and I am there. I am everywhere. All at once.
"Your life is ahead of you."
Ahead of me.
What is that? What is it that I can't see? What is that I am missing? What is out there. What is that install for me?
Blankly ahead. My life is moving with that pages ahead of me. That insertion point is blinking and blinking waiting for me to write the words of my life. What would I say next? What would be my next move? How will I do this? How will I end this and begin a new chapter? What is it that is waiting for me?
Life is always uncertain. No one knows what's in there. But now my life is everywhere, I would just like to breathe and sleep and get all the rest I could. I wake up five in the morning some days just thinking about my own thoughts and stare blankly in thin air. Not sure what I am looking at but I know for a fact I am in my own world. Those times I am just inside my head just thinking about what is ahead.
"I always liked the unknown.
Ironically I familiarized myself with the uncertainty of life. Life can change in any minute of the day. God can turn anything around in a speck of a moment. I know for a fact that everything changes. Nothing stays the same. This too shall pass."
So what is ahead?
The unknown, uncertainty, and mysteries that no one knows.
Life is full of surprises. Life is full of choices. Life is full of intersections, detours and all this regulatory, warning and information signs ahead. Life is life. Who can complain anyway? It goes on. Even if there are these times that this life will just shit you, run over you or when this life just doesn't make sense in a minute. The ride goes on. This life will continue.
Nothing may stay the same but I guess one good thing that should remain still is the heart that always remembers to: stay strong and stay kind; stay lovely and stay nice; stay good and stay humble; stay true and stay honest. Just stay being the best of your heart could. But when that heart feels like giving up, give it a rest, pause for a while but never ever give up.
The secret to life success is to keep moving forward. Try and try then always make sure to show up ready with this thing so-called life. Show it what you've got. Show life you can do it and it will treat you the same. It's just the confidence and a little boost of strength in you that will scared these uncertainties away.
Blankly ahead. I hope you see it. Whatever is out there. I hope it becomes clear to you soon.
Happy Positivity ♥